thoughts running through my head

sent email to a referral agency off the united way site asking for info on child care. i am supposedly set for the hr block gig, but i have no idea how many hrs and when i'm going to get and it's a lot to ask of my neighbor. she has indicated so far that she'd prefer to trade hrs for hrs, but i don't see her needing me anywhere near as much as i'll need her and i don't want to take advantage, or end up with an awkward situation. i'd like the security of knowing that there's someone whose job it is to stand by for taking care of sylvia. what i really need is a place that i can pay for just the hrs i actually need child care for, but from everything i've heard, that's nearly impossible as child care centers have only so many 'slots'. my neighbor on the other side, who is due in july, made some noises about watching sylvia once she is home with her kid, but there's no way i'm going to drop a, by then 18 mo old toddler, onto a new mom. the montessori possibilities are definitely on the back burner as we need to get ourselves stable before considering really nice child care. their fees are steep and even with a sliding scale it'd be tough.

still thinking about the successor job to hr block. i'm getting that new job fervor and am all excited about taking courses for next year and possibilities for yr round employment, but i know that's a real shot in the dark. they don't really pay that well before commission.

ain't no one going to read this, as it seems that everyone but a scarce few are away from their lj for the holidays.

i have not been writing enough. i have lost momentum and.... sylvia's awake.

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