lyrics

feeling cheery somehow because of angsty 80s lyrics running through my
head
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Im running out of time Im out of step and
Im running out of time
Closing down and never sleep for wanting hours
Im out of step and closing down
The empty hours of greed and uselessly always
And never sleep for wanting hours
The need to feel again the real belief of
The empty hours of greed and uselessly
Something more than mockery if only I could
Always the need to feel again
Fill my heart with love
The real belief of something more than mockery
If only I could fill my heart with love

an actual random update

i finally got a passing score on one of the part 3/corporations practice exams for the EA exam. it's helping me to feel like this whole crazy thing might just be possible.

in other news, i am in the twirly horns of a dilemma and would appreciate advice. i have a small portion of my birthday money left and am trying to decide what to do with it. i am too lazy to do a poll, so i would appreciate responses via the 'ol fashioned comment button. our choices are:

a) a personalized license plate/vanity tag of intense cunning. it's message is so intensely cool that i cannot reveal it due to fear the concept being swiped.

b) a bulk order of tulips. i have been swearing to myself that i would do this for years. jeff is somewhat pessimistic of the time involved getting them planted vs the realities of a small bustling child, but i have my hopes.

c) a frame for my 'bella rose' print purchased at trinoc-con.

all of these cost about the same amount and i may be able to do 1.5, and i'd chip in some of my own money to complete the second acquisition. please deposit your 2 cents here ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------v