magicicada

i have been trying to figure out what to do with my life for, well, some time now. in fact, i seem to recall an apres nap chat in my preschool in which i realized that i did not want to be a fireman and was fairly sure that it was not possible to be something nonhuman, such as a tiger, when i grew up. i'm burned out on the insurance biz and i am truly enjoying the whole tax thing except for the wee problem that tax season is, at most, 4 months long and there's really only about a month and a half of peak. i'm trying to puzzle out what it is about my past, and current jobs that i do enjoy and then figure out, again, what is reasonable. i'm putting full-time professional writer in the 'tiger' box for now, but i have every intention to work myself up to part-time freelancer. meanwhile...i have given myself some breathing room by deciding to look for another afternoon, evening, weekend gig for the rest of spring and not try to go fulltime, real job, real childcare until may.

the only 'real' job that i can see myself being able to make anything over net is insurance, thus the quest for a new career. real estate intrigues me, i'm going to see what it takes to become an appraiser. like taxes, it's not quite sales, but dealing with the public. it can be scaled back to allow for future tax seasons and can be done either freelance or for an employer. we'll see. time to do more research before the baby wakes.

p.s. my snowman is now visibly melting.