the guilt level was more because i kept trying to get unbroken spaces of time and concentration, while sylvia was squawking etc that she needed attention. she does need a lot of care and time, but at the same time, i know that it's ok to hold her off for a moment to finish a thought. it's the search for balance which is so difficult for me.
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branchandroot
guilt
Date: 2003-05-08 04:25 pm (UTC)