working?

[magicicada]

i've been doing a lot of research for temp jobs the past couple of days. i think to myself that maybe i'm working too hard, but i feel compelled. i think part of me does miss work. this would be work that i could often take sylvia with me, so i don't really feel too much guilt, although there is a limit to how much computer time she will let me have. i get a few things done each day, but there are a lot of things which never seem to move off of my to-do list.

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Re: guilt

[gardenwaltz.livejournal.com]

i know she will only get further away and this does help with dealing with some of her neediness. sylvia still takes most of her naps on me and i know i will miss them when she is older.

Re: guilt

[fizzgig-bites.livejournal.com]

Anna took her naps on me for the first 10 months. When we stopped, she slept better, my back felt better, but I think we would both happily do it again. Yesterday was her first nap on me in a long time. I love the snuggles and frankly she is never that still when awake.